Hellooo all. I’ve been up to a lot these past few weeks, and it’s been the start of some changes for me. I’m moving out from my family’s place, and I’m waiting to see if i’m hired at several places. I plan to be picking up two part time jobs instead of one full-time gig, because school doesn’t permit that. I feel highly motivated. And I’m sort of freaked as well.
As for moving out/having a place of my own, (I’ll be living with two roommates btw) I’m just looking forward to being able to wake up and go through my morning routine quietly. I’m looking forward to feeling more independent & less like dead weight. I’m looking forward to being able to have my boyfriend over for movie nights and sleepovers. I’m looking forward to having a nice, neutral space to hang out with friends. I’m looking forward to figuring out how to keep a balanced life, and save myself some $$ while doing so. Growing up is no joke, but I’ve already learned a lot. I’m thankful to have people in my life, who have guided me, sheltered me, and shown me love when I needed it. I want to prove that all this struggle and all the time they spent on me was worth it. It already is to me.
I still want to be a bartender someday soon, and I hope to move in with my babe in the near future if everything works out for us. It all just takes time.
For now, It’s a new chapter.